Shredded

Why loose the ones you love because of others?
A waist of time
Of my time that's short and hard
Painfully hard
That you can't see
'cause you chose to leave
And again alone
Don't know where to turn
Where are you?
'cause that's where I want to go
Don't say no
At least don't forget who I am
Let me be alive in your body
'cause death is close to mine
Bits of me shredded all over the side walk
Where you are not...